can i be a bitch? haha..
Me: erm… half.
GF: Wow…
Me: *smile*

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my dt said he wans me by his side always. that was really sweet, n i’m really happy. i jus looked out of e window after we finished chattin.. it’s all bright n sunny again. wat a lovely day…
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the meeting went much more smoothly than i’d expected. i was told they chatted after dinner for hrs, till e shop was closing. cool.. mummy told dt alot of sick-krets abt me.. like i’d roll on e floor when i laugh –> is that true??!! n i eat porridge wif chocolates n rice wif milo or sthg. seriously i think i was jus tryin to be funny wif my bro when i did that. hahaha. i nv expected my mum to rem all these.. n can’t believe she’d tell dt!
mummy seems to have a completely different impression of dt now. e first thing she told him when they met was tt he looks nicer n slimmer than in e pics. faint.. she told me he’s “ok.. got things to talk abt..” i hope she’s not jus tryin to be nice n tryin to put me at ease. in any case, i jus hope things will continue to be good in future! *beams*
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omg omg omg.. did e dryer shrink it, or have i expanded? SHIT.. i needa go to e gym lar..

*shrugs*
i have a very unique aura.. haha. it is violet at e moment. i duno how i got this effect frm photoshop. jus some very random play.

and a nice silhouette.. hahaha!
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n the one min call became a 40 min chat. hehe. we noe wat im feelin n i’m gonna be fine. im jus a weird, sentimental n emotional girl, but everythin’s under control. i told my darlin tt i really appreciated tt call. like i’ve said, he always makes me feel so happy n makes me feel that nothin’s a problem.
my darlin dt is meetin my mummy today!! gosh im so excited for him!! he went to cut his hair ytd to make sure he’ll look more presentable. n he claims he’s all dressed up to look e most decent.. donned his specs some more hahaha! can’t wait to see how he’ll look like hehehe!
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on that nite when he appeared at my door to surprise me, dt told me tt exactly half a yr ago, it was e day he first asked me out for lunch.
wow.
im not sure if he’s bullshittin me cos i dun rem when at all. wahaha! but that’s really sweeeet. when things get too nice, i tend to worry tt they’ll come to an end.. but i’ll think positively ok?
n then i got his bdae wrong. omg im like how terrible!! i seriously thot it was 17 may n i even had it in my organiser. muahaha.. but it’s not. n i also got e date we got together wrong! wahaha! crazy lar me. i’ll catch up ok, darling?! :p
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on one of e nites when dt was here, we were walkin ard lookin for a toilet somewhere in covent garden cos i needed to go to e loo real bad. n then he suggested gg into a restaurant/bar to ask if i cld use e toilet. i din think they’ll allow tho..
wif a “if u dun ask, u’ll never noe” mentality, he brought me in n asked e recept if i cld use e toilet. n to my surprise, he said yes! boy, was i relieved!
i love e way dt makes me feel.. like every prob will be solved, n nothin will be a problem anymore. makin e impossible possible.. that’s my unbelieveable darlin. he’s like a warm breeze in e cold winter, i told fiona. fiona jie-jie said it was a cool analogy! yay!! haha.
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my darlin is gonna take up photography n buy an SLR soon. i thot WE were gonna buy an SLR n WE were gonna share a sthg. bleah!!! :p
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