grotesque nightmare, n i missed e heavy snow…
was so lookin fwd to seein e heavy snow today.. but it came in e morn, when i was aslp. boohoo! i usually dun wake up this late unless i slp late.. well last nite i had a bit of a difficulty fallin aslp. n then i had e worst nightmare ever this morn. it was so vivid, n i can rem almost everythin, which is unusual for me.
i dreamt tt mummy n i were comin back frm a holiday or sthg, n someone was murdered, headless n hidden in my wardrobe. in e dream my room became my mum’s room, so it was her wardrobe. e victim’s hands were also chopped off n placed in a bowl in our living room. my relatives came to visit n amidst e joyous setting, a few of us were secretly tryin to figure out who e guy was n who killed him.
we first thot e dead man was my dad, then my uncle.. eventually he turned out to be nic’s fren, who is not joshua (nic as in fiona’s bf). wth. i dun even noe nic’s frens.. hahaha. i also played detective n found e killer at e end of e dream.
in e dream my mum appeared weak. she received a call frm e killer n she looked like she cldnt take it anymore. i grabbed her n told her to let me noe wat’s gg on. but somehow now i think my mum is actually me in e dream.. like there were two me. tt’s why WE came back frm a holiday. it was like me gg back frm london n relatives holdin a celebration for me. wateva. weird dream. i woke up feelin kinda scared frm e grotesque nightmare actually. argh..
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