Monday, March 3, 2008

i dun wanna take comms paper

n to prove my pt.. my best fren in class forced me to take comms paper wif her in april.. one of e actuarial papers we have to clear. she even offered to give me her markin voucher so i cld send my mock exam scripts in for free to let them mark it. n she said she did a past yr paper over e wkend cos i said i was gonna do it.. yeah yeah wateva. everythin is my fault.

i must have got a really dazed look on my face, till she asked if i was ok. i thot i was gonna faint. i cldnt listen anymore n i din noe wat to say. seriously, “i jus dun wanna do e comms paper.” how hard is it to bloody open my mouth? i duno.. sometimes it’s jus hard. esp after i’ve tried n they jus come up wif 20 more reasons why i shld/can do it.

i wished everyone cld jus give me a break n stop doin this to me.

i havent studied AT ALL this term. i only have a mth left before im gg on my trips. i needa get my act together n i need total focus.

can everyone jus leave me alone please???

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The Elves Came And Told Me.. Ep2

i am an object.
i have no feelings.
wat matters most is my decision, n wat e other he says.

i am jus e reward they get frm this lil’ race.
they cry at e thot of losin their prized possession.
n e power i hold amazes me.

but still, i am jus a commodity.
one whose value is determined by whether i am / am gg to be urs.
perhaps only e elves wld think otherwise.
but tonite e elves only sat on e fence n watched on.

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