lil’ snow white

daylight saving has started! we’re now on british summer time! so it’s 2.30am instead of 1.30am now! erm i’m up cos im doin health coursework.. sigh..

me n dt are now 7 hrs apart, not 8! yay! 距离越来越近.. 很快就能见面了!

btw, i’ve brought fwd (yet again!) my date of return! hahaha. actually it’s not my exact wish to go back so soon, but i can’t wait till july to see my darlin, so i told him i’ll bring fwd e date so we can see each other n go on our trip earlier. as e previous relationship probs vanished, i begin to enjoy life in london n i secretly wish to stay in london to work. well, not so secretly now haha.. but well, i obviously wont be that bad to my darlin rite? haha but i’m gonna miss london.

e plan now is to go on our trip frm mid june till first wk of july. i’ll be back in SG on 4 July 2008! meetin fiona jie jie on that very evening! yippee!! shall we ask e bfs along, or jus ourselves?

i’m so troubled, so worried.. im finally finally convinced tt wat xing xing said abt e tons of probs n risks with leavin too much info online are real. damn! i dun wanna lock my blog.. i hate it. but yet i dun wanna let certain ppl see it - not e ppl i bitch abt, not my colleagues especially. i jus write as an outlet, not to wreck havoc. boohoo.

wat shld i do, wat shld i do? i dun wanna lock my blog. no… no no no.. *cries*

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i was really worried when e lecturer told us that e mean mark for CA1 was 55, wif a very small variance! gosh! erm that means average mark is 55 n very few ppl got very high/low marks. we need 65 marks to get an exemption to the Institute’s exam paper, n 70 is an A. it was an agonising wait for me as i only cld receive my results after e bank draft issue was settled.. so yup i got them today, n i swore my palms were sweatin when i was waitin to get my exam results!!

my grades aint that great after all. most ppl thot i’d have done better, n i felt a lil upset abt it e more they say things liddat to me. i was one of e lousiest ones among e 5 or 6 A-graders.. OK i mean I AM THE LOUSIEST ONE among them. bleah. kinda disgusted wif snow white for thinkin so highly of herself.

but heck.. i still managed to get A for all e modules but ST6. so i’ve got an exemption for CA1! YAY! and.. i also managed to get an exemption for ST6.. I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT! haha i thot i’d have flunked that stupid killer paper.

n then someone was soooo sore abt not gettin an exemption, she refuses to talk to uzma n gives her attitude (cos uzma got really high marks) n now she’s doin it to me as well! n she now disappears after class with this other girl frm our grp, when we used to wait for one another.. yeah watever, perhaps she feels better wif tt girl since she din get e exemption too. 神经病啊!!

i’m still gonna do both health n life insurance paper since they’re my core modules.. n this term i’m so totally hopeless. i havent done any work at all n i only started doin my courseworks in e final wk of e term, like 2 days before they’re due! OMG.. i’m bored of studyin alrdy. n i so screwed up my test today. omigod.. can all these studyin ever end??

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today my darlin dt din go to work in e morn cos i kept him up too late last nite n he had a throbbin headache. he started makin calls to various ppl in citibank to settle e stupid issue wif e rejected bank draft for me e whole morn. it was really sweet of him. e whole saga was resolved with a solution that sounds like e craziest thing to me.

dt at his unbelievable acts again. he’s gone thru alot of trouble jus so this troublesome lil’ princess of his can get her exam results at e same time as everyone else. i really can’t imagine if he’s not here to help me wif these things. i think i’d have gone depressed n started cryin everyday. gosh.. am i lucky or wat? r u e one or not? hahahaha!

i’m sucha lil’ girl beside dt. easily frustrated, agitated n petty wif sums. n damn bloody troublesome. he said he’s totally opposite, n that’s ok cos i’m an actuary n i balance him out. i din think it was tt good at all. one day he might start thinkin i’m so damn bloody 小家子气 n get sick of me. boohoo..

anw then on my way to sch, i saw this construction worker wif some device in one hand, talkin on e mobile. he said “i’m on bath street, n there’s fuckin GAS everywhere!” ok now really fuck.. i cld smell it along e whole street too! they were doin some underground works n i supposed they messed up wif e gas pipes. e whole line of shops at e junction were ordered to stop business n had their power cut. i was soooo scared e whole place will blow up while i was still there!

n then we had our final grp presentation for strategy class today. it was a seriously crappy module n everyone hates it, so obviously no one was payin attn to any grp’s presentation in this final class. we were e last grp to present n i was e one to start off. e moment i started talkin, everyone stopped wat they were doin, looked up n started payin attn! i thot i was imagining things but hey no, 2 other ppl told me tt they noticed it too! wat a presence i command. how cool is that rite… hahaha!

after class i left e room without my coat. went back abt 10min later, n it was gone! omigod. hadda go out in e cold in my blazer n short sleeve shirt! but ehhh, it din feel that cold leh. i even walked to wasabi to pack dinner before i walked home. that was amazin too.

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n so we arrived at Vienna in e evening. e next morning, we made our way to e popular Stephansdom, ie. St Stephan’s Cathedral. ok i wasnt a wee bit impressed wif wat i saw. e gothic bldg looked black n dirty. gosh.. why din they do maintenance??!! perhaps this is e diff b/w eastern n western europe eh..

Lol.. i realised i havent posted anythin abt my Eastern Europe trip. me n amelia were supposed to catch e 6.20am flight but oops, i did it again. i missed my flight! it’s all cos i planned it wrongly n told her to come to my place at a timing that’s too late. boohoo. so we hadda fork out £50 each as a penalty n catch e next flight at 11am. i offered to pay half of her charge since i was e one who caused this whole thingy. wat tough luck! i duno why no one thinks £50 is alot.. to me it’s damn exp! it’s even more exp than our return tix!! boohoo!!

dt was really nice that morn when i missed my flight. he was pretty concerned n kept msging me. back then i jus casually told myself “yeah, it’s easy to send sms-es n say one is concerned..” but still i cldnt stop thinkin abt him. i also rem e msgs we exchanged when i was on e train, on my way to e airport. okok, this all happened AFTER i told xx i wanna brk up ok!

oh yeah, for e benefit of those who din understand wat i was tryin to say in my previous post (n that includes everyone, except for my darling dt, n maybe fiona too).. i wrote this cos i read abt this seemingly materialistic girl who goes on n on abt expensive weddings, n then tries to write an entry to tell everyone she’s so not materialistic n she’s so cool abt e size of her diamond, but if u had read further u’d realise tt she’s all so pleased wif it actually. n i jus wrote this whole thing in a very bitchy, entertaining manner!

i wonder if i’m e only one who enjoys reading so much into ppl, n perhaps i write in such a way that it conceals my real intention. jus like wat i’ve said abt my previous posts.. perhaps it takes someone wif an acute, analytical mind to decrypt them. dt also had a hard time tryin to figure out exactly wat i meant in my older posts initially –> as in e real-real meaning, beyond wat e words appear to imply, but now i think he’s gettin e hang of it! i am, after all, an actuary-to-be.. difficult to understand but all formulas lar.. wahaha! hey but my darling noes, n fiona jie jie noes too! so in love wif them!!