closure of our chapter
today xing xing sent an sms to me n said he still loves me, n asked if i’d stay by his side. it was really nice. i was really touched to receive it, cos at least it shows he’s not all totally sick of me n i still mean sthg to him.
then i asked him to go date e girl who’s interested in him first, n go enjoy salsa n his freedom first before deciding. i felt he shld really think abt wat he wans in life, other than a wife, before we talk abt anythin else.
so yup.. wif this we came to an end.. or perhaps jus a short pause before we embark on our 2nd journey together. it always feels better thinkin that there’s hope, even if it might eventually turn out otherwise.
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