lil’ snow white

it seems like i have more secret admirers than suitors in my life HAHA! contrary to wat e guys always think, i hardly hardly hardly receive any flowers. e only guys who’ve given me flowers were jiayu (yeah that was pure, sweet first love) n wai chiong (cos somehow he was so afraid i wld lose my temper at him if he din get me flowers on special occasions). n yup, xing xing has never given me flowers.

anw i got to noe a piece of shockin news: i was told tt this ex-colleague has liked me for quite a while.. wat!! i never knew.. n he never really showed it. i wonder if e person who told me abt it - my ceo, yes my ceo - was bullshitting or wat.. he said he was very serious!

there was a time when i thot tt colleague was quite cute, confident n somewat like e sort i wld fall for. n i almost did for a little while. but then i told myself to stop havin crushes like a bloody juvenile. bleah.. hahaha.

i really dun understand why guys dun let me noe they fancy me. esp those tt i like! damn damn! there was another one whom i fancied for a while.. we were gg out pretty often, but after a long time he still din express his feelings n somehow i was led into believin he was gay n i laughed at myself for thinkin tt he liked me! n then he only told me after i was wif xing xing for half a yr alrdy. wtf.. that was kinda stupid. why bother tellin me if u din do it when i was single?

i am soooo tempted to ask these guys why they keep so quiet. especially when they appear to be e confident ones tt i like. is it becos i look sooo cool n hot tt i will reject any guy who goes after me wahaha?!! or do i look soooo innocent tt they think i’m an angel n they needa go by e traditional way to get to noe me n take things slowly? LOL.. wateva. i’m jus so tempted to get an answer.

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