lil’ snow white

e italy posts r not completed yet but e photos needa be sorted out first. but im havin exams n oh well i can’t do it. there’re 900+ pics.

im gg greece after my exams but im not lookin fwd to it anymore. it’s a waste of e air tix to jus go for 4 days n i hate myself for makin impulsive decisions.

i’m invited to southampton but damn i feel so perturbed by it.

life sucks cos im a wimp.

i jus wanna slit my thighs n let e frustrations flow out wif my blood. but i wont do that cos i love my body too much n i’m so scared of pain.

i’d rather have emotional support than try to be strong on my own.

wimp wimp wimp.

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now i look exactly like how i used to in sec 3!!

me poutin cos xiao xing doesnt wanna gimme attn haha.

the new Emily the Strange will scare e bad xing xing to death, so tt only e gd xing xing remains.

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jus some very random thots i’ve been havin lately.

1. if i had been this mature when i was wif ant, we prolly cld’ve lasted longer..

2. if my mind had been this healthy when i knew ziquan, things cld’ve developed..

3. but who was e one who made me grow n changed my negative mindset?
it was dear xiao xing..

somehow this trail of thots sounded ironic to me. lol.. perhaps a pms thingy..

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