lil’ snow white

小妹妹 ::	xiao wan zi became skinny again

小妹妹 ::	no more boobs

小星 ::	how come? u starved yourself ah?

小妹妹 ::	noo… it’s jus very hard to be fat.

yah alot of ppl must be thinkin “hell yeah, bitch..” but it’s true! last term, as part of my Gimme Bigger Boobs Plan, i stuffed myself wif cheese, cream n other fatty stuffs n managed to obtain quite visible results. however after my bad cough in xmas, i slimmed down again n this fatty diet thing is gettin a bit too much n makin me feel abit sick.

maybe i shld start gg to e gym again.. it might help gimme better appetite for fatty stuffs haha!

2. staying skinny

my childhood fren came over frm scotland to stay over e wkend. on sat, she went to a makeup trade show n only had a sandwich for lunch. when she came back, she said she was really hungry (i can imagine) n had instant noodles n a small piece of pancake that she brought along frm glasgow.. then she said she was very full. i was shocked cos i thot that amt of food looked like breakfast to me.

n then i was havin my lunch at 5+pm cos i was feelin very upset over someone.. n she said “now i noe why u’re so skinny!”

then at 9+pm i felt hungry again so i had dinner.

both lunch n dinner were proper meals wif rice n stuffs.. i was pretty sure i ate more in 4 hrs than wat she ate in e entire day. but she jus hadda go on sayin “u really eat very little..”, “when i’m in scotland i’d eat alot more” etc etc.. blah blah blah..

ok ok.. i get ur pt. i dun needa be e biggest female eater u’ve ever known who’s still slim. i’m jus a normal eater; i eat more than many girls, but there’re tons of girls who eat more than i do. my appetite depends largely on my mood n e food. n i do go to e gym once in a while. put that wif a nice metabolic rate n i’m kept in this very skinny shape.

alot of ppl have said these kinda things to me (n others) before. again n again. perhaps it’s jus a form of self delusion which makes them feel alot better for being fatter than us the “skinny” girls. wateva. ok im bein a bitch again haha.

she insisted on wearin my one n only t-shirt to slp n she over-stretched it. e t-shirt’s frm mango n it’s of lousy quality so it’s all loose now. 我不跟她好了. hmph.

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