sthg personal?
today i chatted wif a childhood fren. i got to noe tt my nanny’s daughter has recently moved to england wif her husband n daughter. previously i heard she spent a few yrs in e states. n i heard she’s no longer in touch wif her dad.
i wonder if it’s cos she cldnt accept e fact tt her dad married some other woman very soon after my nanny passed away. im really upset over it. they were like my 2nd family.. n now everyone’s gone on separate ways, no longer in contact..
i felt upset for not makin e effort to see my nanny more before she passed away. i was a heartless, rebellious teenager. i cldnt stop cryin at e thot of it.
i told xiao xing abt it. he jus said he doesnt quite understand how i feel cos he din use to have a nanny. oh well.. i think he was busy wif installin some interesting things on his pc.
maybe im jus too emotional.. weak…
wonder if this is too personal to be posted. xing xing always says we shldnt disclose too much of our info online.. 
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