i hate this world (again)
bein cooped up in a room does nothin good to candy’s mind. everythin jus fuckin pisses me off n i jus wanna jus get outta all these shit.
e italy posts r not completed yet but e photos needa be sorted out first. but im havin exams n oh well i can’t do it. there’re 900+ pics.
im gg greece after my exams but im not lookin fwd to it anymore. it’s a waste of e air tix to jus go for 4 days n i hate myself for makin impulsive decisions.
i’m invited to southampton but damn i feel so perturbed by it.
life sucks cos im a wimp.
i jus wanna slit my thighs n let e frustrations flow out wif my blood. but i wont do that cos i love my body too much n i’m so scared of pain.
i’d rather have emotional support than try to be strong on my own.
wimp wimp wimp.
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