sometimes i wonder…
sometimes i wonder if i had not tried enough.. or if i had not made e effort to keep in touch..
i must have been e only one who’s free now, since i’m studyin n everyone else is workin. like i dun have tons of readings to do n 2000-word reports to write almost each wk.
no. it’s jus that i’m jus one out of e 100 frens they have who have left them, but together they’re ALL of e ppl i used to see n hear frm everyday.
bein busy wif work is jus e easiest excuse everyone can find when they’re lazy to reply emails. xing xing used to say that n i gave him shit for usin that excuse. for everyone else, my expectations r not so high. i jus let it go n dun get myself too bothered.
after all, some ppl jus dun bloody deserve it.
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