i hate him hate him hate him!
after so many wks, i finally broke down again last nite.
i guess i was so super steady for e past few wks cos i was convinced that he’s not e one for me and we’re not compaitable n i shldnt be sad etc etc.
but last nite, i heard that he brought a girl to the salsa event at upper club on sat. was e 2nd time he brought her along, i heard. much as i wanted to go for e event, i decided to give it a miss since im still afraid of bumpin into him. but wat e hell.. why must he bring someone along? i heard she doesnt even dance. wat e fuck. why doesnt he spare a thot for me?
why is it that he can jus go wherever he wants to while i have to worry abt this that everything? i’m jus bloody stupid and dumb rite! so upset that i jus cried myself to bed last nite. argh.. hate to be feeling down. hate it hate it hate it!!
why is it so difficult for candy to have a stable r/s that lasts?
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