bye bye world…
with much reluctance i decided to give my expenses a quick count for june. i swear that the GSS in june had a voodoo effect on me!
first it started wif my dior bag n wallet, which accounted for nearly half the bill amt, and followin which ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE! so came e stupid dior pouch n other dior cosmetics that amted to 600. and then the shoppin spree at victoria’s secret which blew 200. i even ordered e items to be sent in a gift box so that it’ll look like im receiving a gift! by then i realised that none of e purchases were on sale or by any way related to the GSS but oh well.. i guess my depression got e better of me in e past few wks. : (
i usually pay my bill as they arrive rather than wait for it to come at mth end. thot that’ll allow me to manage my finances better. but in e voodoo-ed june, this somehow din work. i’ve paid my bill 3 times alrdy, n there’s still a 1.6k bill that has yet to reach me but will arrive VERY soon.
argh.. i’m alrdy dry of funds in my current account. n then there’s still a taiwan trip in early august that’ll require payment in no time, threatenin to push my bills to a record high of 5k! shit. i foresee that the loan sharks will be knockin on my door soon n the only way out of this will be to jump off the buildin. soon i’ll bid e world goodbye n fly up to heaven. bye bye world.. pls pray for me when im gone. sobs..
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