on cny’s eve
jus talked to ben over msn abt my r/s probs. he feels that my demand for constant attention is too much n if i dun stop, the r/s will be over sooner than i thot.
i noe… that’s wat i thot too. im so damn pessimistic now n i can almost see the end of the r/s. and so i suggested a break up. sometimes i do the weirdest things in the world, but then i jus dun have any faith in the r/s. i have problem trusting guys. n then i think, why the hell am i in a r/s now?
it’s funny huh.. how the feelings can change over a few mths. it was all nice n sweet initially n i thot im almost ready to marry my sweetheart and then all of a sudden things are jus not how they used to be. i guess i din see clearly enough, it was all part of my wishful thinking. there isnt any fairytale in this world after all.
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hey ger, dun worry too much, coz i can understand how u feel, coz i am sort of gg through sth like that. I guess we are all victims of our own thoughts and feelings, coz we think too much, n hence it gets us down..
Dont worry too much, try to put in more faith and see how things all.
hope things will be fine for ya!! cheer up!
Hey gal, well r/s is lidat!! Don’t lose ur faith in love though! =)
Yoohoo! yepyep, thanks chelsia and liting! tho i still always wan my bf ard, i’m alrdy tryin my best to be more sensible.. :p