is this love?
he looked so happy in the picture with his gf, it made me smile too. i really wan him to be happy, to smile like how he used to. that was also the reason i left him, to let him find true happiness. and altho it hurts me still, it warms my heart to see him put on that boyish smile once again.
is this wat u call love? to want the best for him and ask for nothin in return? how can i ever love another person then in this case?
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Posted by
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19:23:25
really wished i was that person you’d love… =)
I always felt that when you love somebody, you give a part of your heart to that person. The question here is that by the time you meet the love of your life, how much of that heart is left?
i thot when u meet the love of ur life u’d forget everythin in the past. all of a sudden u’ll be able to love him wholeheartedly. but the qn then arises: wat happens after him? it seems like i can’t love like that anymore. maybe i jus needa meet the right person. =)
and i bet this secret admirer is one of my classmates!
I don’t know if one can really forget everything that’s in the past. I mean much of ourselves are constituted of experiences and viewpoints of others, and this also applies to love I guess.
well…if you fall in love again…and for sure you will…love covers all…and that includes your past…its just that at this point in time,
you really haven’t found that person yet…the person you’d like to have…to love…to cherish…to share your life with…to wake up beside with…to grow old with…and no matter what your past may be…love will conquer all…
and i do hope…candy will come to like me when the time comes that i show myself wholeheartedly to her…