lil’ snow white

work was alrite today. i’ve decided to overlook the bad pts of weird ppl, esp at work. it makes me a happier person. i’ll try to live by this again tmr. bless me.

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workin life sucks. i’ve worked for barely 2 mths n i alrdy dread goin to work everyday. the ppl there r weird. there jus isn’t this bond that i’ve seen in NTUC Income. the guys r really alrite, but the females r bloody WEIRD!!

argh.. i’m beginning to wonder if i’ve underestimated the ‘people’ factor in work. i wonder if life wld be better if i had jus gone back to Income. ah well.. i’ll work for a yr or two n then decide. anyway 2 yrs will fly rite by. yep?

or maybe i shld get a rich bf n stop work, n go to an orphanage everyday to take care of the kids. this way i won’t see all those ugly workin adults. ha ha. rite..

i’ll persevere~! jeremy n junli will be there for me!! i hope nothin bad happens to our relationship. sobs.. life sucks.

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heh i can’t show u the one i took wif aurelius cos it was a bad pic.

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cute jeremy who doesnt look so cute here. photos make us look weird!!

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and finally.. cheeky girls no more. we’re workin adults now. haha.

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i think i’ve been reading the wrong signs, gettin the wrong idea.

hmmm… forget it, candy. study hard, candy. save money, candy.

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it’s mc day for snow white again. down wif mild stomach flu since last nite. my tummy was SUPER bloated, n altho it looks like it.. there’s no chance i’m pregnant. hahaha!

so it’s a slow day at home, slept, studied, slept, studied. it sounds boring but it’s not that bad actually. i can hardly find any time for myself ever since i started work.

and before studyin i chatted wif joy n mei on the phone. how nice!! haha.. u all who are workin wont find this chance at all haha!

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did some calculation today: excludin the $500 i put aside for savings, i’ve spent $1.8k since 20th june. in other words, i’ve spent ALL my take-home pay just 2 wks after i got my first pay.

well, part of the spendin can be offset by my allowance (yeah i’m still on allowance), but.. to think that i was so confident of keepin to my budget when i started work a mth ago. plus i wanted to save more to buy a watch for mummy!!

today i din even plan to go on any shoppin spree. jus wanted to spend the afternoon wif yimei n damn, for nothin i jus spent n spent again. freak.. i feel totally sad n lousy now, i’m such a failure. life sucks. i’m so screwed. i needa be more responsible wif my finances. how, how? i can’t stop shopping..

I MUST STOP SHOPPING!! =(

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din exactly have a good day at work today. imagine workin hard the whole mornin only to find that all e females in e office had left for lunch w/o u. it’s the dept’s practice to lunch together everyday. so it’s me wif all the guys today at lunch. dun ask me why, but maybe they had sthg to say that they can’t say in front of e director, or me.

given a choice, i’d always prefer to lunch wif e cute director n cute jeremy. haha. but then it’s e thot of being left out that’s plain irritatin, u get wat i mean?

anyway then i was feelin still ok, till after lunch some of them, prolly feelin bad, said some insincere stuffs abt how they accidentally forgot abt me, n pressure frm pretty girl etc.

n then i was thrown some shit thing by one of them, who gave me some details of our products, all in a mess, w/o even tryin to briefly grp them.

by 4pm, i was gettin really frustrated n for e first time ever, i gave jer the attitude when he turned to talk to me. haha oops. alrite, i’ll spare e details but shortly after, we were talkin n suddenly i cld feel my spirits lifted n i was smilin n laughin again. n then i realise that he puts a smile on my face every now n then when i think of our daily conversations.

*smiles*

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