guilt-stricken income traitor.
today manulife called me to make a job offer. n they sure were in a big hurry to get an ans frm me. i hadda reply by 6pm today, cos that HR girl wans to draft e contract which is to be signed on tues. oh well.. u noe, i wan to go manulife so much, so i accepted it!
n then after that, i’m stricken wif pangs of guilt now. cos i’ve accepted manulife’s offer even before i received income’s offer letter. i din even bother lookin at wat income has to offer me. it seems like i’m so insincere in wantin to go income.
n i was e one who went to tell e income mgr that income’s my FIRST choice. oh damn.. it really was.. until i went to manulife for interview n found out more abt it. well, e income mgr’s gonna think i was jus lyin to him. i feel so sad. i’m sucha bad girl.
all those things abt a competitive world n realistic world out there, yeah i agree. n fren said i’m not gonna get far if i haf such a high need for affiliation. i noe that’s a lil too biased. oh well.. but i sure do care alot abt how others feel. i dun wan to make them feel disappointed in me..
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