self confession
i feel so sick, so guilty.
i can’t believe anythin like this can happen to me.
i’m devoid of feelings now. it feels as if someone had jus dug out everythin inside me, i’m totally empty now. i dunno how i can eva trust again. not after i’ve helped someone cheat on his gf. n for such selfish reasons i dun even care abt her. i’m sucha bitch. i’m sorry.. but i can’t even be sure myself tt i wont see him again. how sick.
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