Sunday, October 31, 2004

u dun noe me, so dun judge me.

how many bloody fuckin times haf i gotta repeat this? jus cos all my previous bfs were rich doesnt mean tt i go after rich guys. wat e hell is tt man? nabeh.

we fall in love, i discover tt he’s got more cash than more ppl, i get to eat more yummy food n haf more spare cash for shoppin… of course i’ll be happier. but tt doesnt mean tt i go ard lookin for rich bfs. wat e hell is this dum conclusion? u dunno me. nobody noes e me well enuff so dun fuckin judge me. argh.. i’m so angry!!!

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

gimme a guy pls!

i hate shampoo girls/aunties. no matter how many times i tell them, they jus hafta use their nails to scratch my scalp. urgh.. no matter how they wash my hair, they’ll leave me wif a sore scalp.

i love to haf my hair washed by guys. they r jus so good at it! they massage so well n their fingers feel so heavenly. oooh.. haha. but rarely do i get e chance for guys to wash my hair at e salon. why?? hmmm.. i wanna see alvin. hahaha.


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Thursday, October 21, 2004

stoopid me!

i feel so slpy, i slept like a pig on e train. my eyes r so dry..
i havent been able to slp well at nite. hmmm.. BUT, i’m still tryin my very best to control mysef n not meet alvin (check out my 4 oct post for him~!).

to help me cope wif this, i’ve agreed to meet amas tmr for dinner! i shall make it a date for us! heh. anyway amas is fiona’s bf’s buddy, who started tryin to date me since.. more than 6 mths ago? i’ve neva agreed to meet him cos e first time i saw him he tried to kiss me even tho he had a gf. m i makin sense here? hahaha. yeah, yet i allowed myself to meet alvin so often. wat crap.

fiona says amas is cuter than alvin n has a much nicer bod than alvin. man… wat e hell. pt is, i haf bad taste. i’m attracted to lousy n ugly guys. argh.. stupid stupid stoopid candy!

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

self confession

i feel so sick, so guilty.
i can’t believe anythin like this can happen to me.
i’m devoid of feelings now. it feels as if someone had jus dug out everythin inside me, i’m totally empty now. i dunno how i can eva trust again. not after i’ve helped someone cheat on his gf. n for such selfish reasons i dun even care abt her. i’m sucha bitch. i’m sorry.. but i can’t even be sure myself tt i wont see him again. how sick.

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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

the CCCs.

wat do MNCs fear when they set up plants in china? tt one day e china-men will copy their technology n design, place their cheena logo on e imitation-pdts, undercut e prices n drive out e foreign competitors!

all e china-govt wans frm joint ventures wif foreign co. is for their comrades to learn n copy e technology of these foreigners n then drive them outta e ctry when they haf learnt enuff to survive on their own. n they make no secret abt these intentions. i call them e CCCs. aka cunnin chinese crooks, or cunnin chinese copycats. heh, jus a name i thot of suddenly.

n when they’re done wif clearin foreign competitors in e ctry, wat’s next? they’ll go global. imagine us bein at e beck n call of china-ppl in their chinese firms in future jus cos they were sly enuff to pirate intellectual property while we were not. Yikes!

plus, can’t stand their eva so high self esteem. shucks. even e narator at olympics games mentioned tt e china-men r eva so rdy to show off their ctry. how sick.

wateva. i’ll be laughin when e china bubble bursts, cursin if it affects e global economy. else, i might be found in a china-owned firm some time in future, tryin to squeeze some monies outta those rich china-men. *shrugs*

n dun tell me u (u noe who u r!!) dunno howta read these abbreviations. (btw blog.com is used n viewed by many of them!!!) i’m very sure u’ll learn it in no time n use it in ya own blog. hmph!

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Monday, October 4, 2004

weird couple

last nite we were at dbl o cos my darlin Ms F jus broke up wif her bf. it was an unexpectedly fun nite! haha. n there was this pretty cute guy alvin, whom i danced wif! u noe how long i havent met a guy whom i feel like dancin wif??

i rem him holdin my hand frm across e table n pullin me gently to him, n some ppl jus can make me melt wif their touch. it’s so weird. haha! his hands were smooth n nice for a guy n i love smooth hands!

wells, it turned out tt this girl who was wif them e whole nite is his gf! wat e hell wat e hell? y din she stop us then? y din she even get angry wif us? she was so frenly to us all da time.. it’s weird..

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