my heart skipped a beat (!)
i seriously felt my heart skip a beat when i saw anthony come online tonite. my god.. how loser can i get man?? hahahaha. n then we chatted for jus a while.. talkin abt how hardworkin i m nowadays.. n abt his wakeboardin. n then there wasnt tt much to say anymore.
after some silence i jus said i was goin to bed. n then it’s time like this tt i miss yujin again.. oh damn. i’m jus sucha bitch. come to think of it, he was really sweet to “confess” to me wat he was doin tt day to help his ex. haha. yes, i noe.. there’re jus too many differences n we can’t be together. wateva.. i dun care anymore!!!
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