was chattin to yujin 2 nites ago on e phone. whoa! like when was e last time i chatted on e phone wif a guy man? all of a sudden it felt really nice to be on e phone late at nite once again.. hehe.
but e next mornin when i woke up, it was shit all over again. i started questionin myself if anthony’s really not gonna wan me anymore. in my head it was like “darling, u really dun wan me anymore?” over n over n over again.
i sms him in e end. “this might sound a lil dum, but i jus wanna ask if everything’s over between us before i seriously move on. dun wanna live wif any regrets.”
“it’s not dum, but i think it’s over” was wat he replied. no matter how rdy i said i was to move on, i still cried.
by e end of e day, howeva, i was kinda feelin more relieved than sad alrdy. was also lookin forward to meetin yujin tt evenin.
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