disturbed…
two nites ago anthony asked if i wanna watch harry potter. i was so disturbed tt i cldn’t slp tt nite. n when i finally fell aslp i had a nightmare! i dreamt tt we were back together, n were jus as happy as we used to be..
while huggin him i suddenly asked when was e last time he fucked. in e most innocent manner he said “hmmm.. maybe a nite or two ago?” fuck.. then i started askin him why he wanna be wif me again. he said he doesnt noe, n he jus wanna give everything a try.
i started cryin.. n i actually woke up frm e dream in tears. it’s scary how disturbed i am cos of him n his everythin..
frens who noe abt xiaoxiao n her blog wld noe tt she’s been feelin really down lately. it’s so disturbin too to noe tt 2 girls r writin their blogs on a guy who doesnt even noe wat he wans. pitiful girls..
anyway we were supposed to watch e movie tonite n nabeh he was stuck at work. wasted my whole fri nite!! damn…
anyway frens r welcomed to leave brief comments for this post.. i love comments! but pls dun write essay-like advice if u dunno e whole story cos i find tt disturbin too..
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